HAVE YOU EVER...?

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) crashed ur own car
( ) stolen a car


(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight


( x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x-not complete stranger,but nonetheless) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date


(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die


( ) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar


(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from MYSPACE
( ) been moshing at a concert


( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

(X) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up


(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school


( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
( ) made out with someone upside down


(x) been tickled
(x-my bike was stolen in 3rd grade...most tramatic event ever) been robbed
( ) robbed someoone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car accident


(x) had braces
(x) had prescription glasses
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x)pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying


(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x-only like everyday) laughed til some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain


(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party and took there tap
(x) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class/ in the hallway
( ) ate dog/cat food
( )told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something


( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x-I started to,but then I decided pom/dance was way better and this was like 2,3,4 grade) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top


( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night


( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone


(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x-my whole elementary career was bad outfits) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x)been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused


(x) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed


(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

x\\ spell your name backwards: Rehtaeh
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: um...I don't know
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: hotel california
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: tv
x\\ height: 5'2"
x\\ hair color: brown
x\\ piercings: yeah
x\\ tattoos: no

 Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: lime green basketball shorts
x\\ what song are you listening to: nothing
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: um...ice cream
x\\ whats the weather like?: it's nice at like 80...but it's also 1:06 in the morning
x\\ how are you?: good
x\\ get motion sickness?: no
x\\ have a bad habit?: plenty
x\\ get along with your parents?: yeah
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: um yeah
x\\ have a current crush: yeah...i have lots

Favorite . . .
x\\ book: the notebook
x\\ non alchohol drink: water
x\\ alchohol drink: dont drink
x\\ things to do on the weekend: hang out

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: yeah
x\\ ran away from home: well...not exactly
x\\ snuck out of the house:yeah
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: no
x\\ made a prank phone call: yeah
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: hahah what? no
x\\ use your parents credit card: no
x\\ skipped school before: no
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: I've passed out a few times
x\\ been in a school play: yeah
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
x\\ had children: no
x\\ been in love: yeah
x\\ been hurt?: oh,yeah.
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: well...i wouldn't doubt it

Random . . .
x\\ have a job: no
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: a mix cd
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: puke green
x\\ what makes you happy?: everything that doesnt piss me off

 When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: there's no telling
x\\ got an email: .5 seconds ago
x\\ thing you purchased: gum,cook book,and foundation...all on one trip
x\\ Tv program you watched: I watched NASCAR at Hooters
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: um idk
x\\ kissed: baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
x\\ hugged: geez
x\\ song heard: a whole new world
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: bricktown
x\\ phonecall: earlier today
x\\ you were depressed: that would have to be...like all the time
x\\ you were in the hospital: last year

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: license
x\\ murder: my uncle
x\\ cape: ninja turtles?
x\\ penis: gross
x\\ cell: egg
x\\ shoe: fun
x\\ fun: tired
x\\ crush: many
x\\ music: lyrics
x\\ chalk: gritty

Basics:
[Name] Heather
[Nickname] HayJay
[Screen name] nvrendingstory08
 I have yet to be born
[Age] 15
[Astrological sign] virgo
[Chinese zodiac sign?] snake
[Location] room
[Sexual Preference] I prefer guys.
[Marital Status] I'm no longer available
[Eye color] hazel
[Height]5'2"
[Shoe size] 8.5
[Parents still together] no
[Siblings] yes
[Nieces/Nephews] not as of this moment...I say in a year or 2 I'll have atleast one
[Pets] 2 dogs and 2 cats
[In school/graduated] in school
[What do you drive] nissan sentra

Favorites:
[Color] orange
[Number] 3
[Drinks] water
 it depends on my mood
the notebook
[Song] hotel california

 Do you...
[Color your hair?] i have
[Twirl your hair?] um i suppose
[Have tattoos?] no
[Have Piercings?] a few
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] boyfriend
[Cheat on tests/homework?] i have
[Drink/Smoke?] not anymore
[ Like roller coasters?] oh man yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes
[Want more more piercings?] well,you see the thing is,i'll probably get a new one this summer while im in florida...i have to have something to remember my rebelliousness
[Like cleaning?] yeah
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Sweat a lot?] well...when it gets hot
[Own a web cam?] i have one available to me
[Know how to drive?] yeah
[Diet?] um...not really on purpose
[Own a cell phone?] sometimes...when it worked i did

[Ever get off the damn computer?] not really

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] no
[Been in a wreck?] not personally,but I've been in cars that have
[Been arrested?] no
[Been in a fist fight?] no
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] bahaha oh yeah
[Stolen anything?] no
[Held a gun?] yeah
[Drank?] yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] yes
[Considered a life of crime?] yeah...bonnie and clyde
[Considered being a hooker?] no
[Cheated on someone? ] never
[Cried over a girl?] why?
[Cried over a boy?] yeah i do that like every day
[Been in love?] yes
[Been rejected?] yeah...lots
[Used someone?] no
[Been used?] yeah
[Been cheated on?] lets not discuss this
[Been kissed?] yeah
[Experimented with homosexuality?] no

[Current mood] good
[Current taste] ugh
[Current hair] up
[Current thing I ought to be doing] homework/sleep
[Current cds in stereo] mixed
[Current crush] my boyfriend,my teacher,brent rawls,oh so many
[Current job] school

 The last time...
[Last book you read] im reading the catcher in the rye
[Last movie you saw] the game
[Last thing you ate] ice cream
[Last person you talked to on the phone] either dad or david

Do you...
[Do drugs?] no
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yeah
[Play an instrument?] i have in the past
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yes
[Read the newspaper?] no
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yeah
[Believe in miracles?] of course
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yes
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] sometimes
[Consider love a mistake?] for some people...it can be fatal
[Have a favorite candy?] yeah
[Believe in astrology?] yeah
[Believe in magic?] no
[Do well in school?] sometimes
[Go to or plan to go to college]: i plan to
[Wear hats?] no
[Hate yourself?] sometimes
[Have an obsession?] yeah
[Have a secret crush?] um...probably not secret
[Collect anything?] yeah
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Close friends?] yeah
[Like your handwriting?] no
[Care about looks?] sometimes

Love life
[First kiss] i was like 11 or 12
[single or attached?] attached
[Ever been in love?] yeah
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Describe your ideal significant other] tyler

Juicy stuff...
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] um...well
[Are you a tease?] i'm difficult
[Shy to make the first move?] well yeah

Are you a...
[Wuss] not really
[Druggy] no
[Daydreamer] all the time
[Freak] oh yeah
[Dork] no
[Bitch/Asshole] some people say so
[Brat] yeah sometimes
when am i not
 not in the slightest
 no
sometimes
[Talkative] yeah

// Ver. 1

--Name: Heather
--Birthdate: Sept. 21
--Birthplace: the local hospital
--Current Location: the same place i was born,except at home now
--Eye color: hazel
--Hair color: brown
--Height: 5'2"
--Righty or Lefty: right
--Zodiac Sign: virgo
--Innie or Outtie: innie

// Ver. 2 - Describe

--Your Heritage: native american,irish,dutch,enlgish
--The Shoes You Wore Today: black flip flops
--Your Weakness: i have lots
--Your Fears: everything
--Your Perfect Pizza: ewwwwwwwww
--One thing You'd Like to Achieve: life

// Ver.3

--What is your most overused phrase?: haha
--Your first thoughts waking up: I can sleep for 5 more minutes.
--The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
--Your bedtime: whenever i want
--Greatest Fear: too many

// Ver.4

--Pepsi or Coke: coke
--McDonald's or Burger King: mickeys
--Single or Group Dates: none of that
--Adidas or Nike: either or
--Chocolate or Vanilla: both
--Cappucino or coffee: cappucino
--Boxers or Briefs: boxer briefs?

// Ver.5

--Do you smoke?: no
--Cuss?: when the moment is in need
--Sing Well?: for my own benefit
--Do you think you've been in love?:  i thought so
--Want to go to college: yeah
--Liked High School?: i am in high school
--Want to get married?: sometimes
--Type with fingers on the right keys: no
--Get motion sickness: nope
--Think you're a health freak: i have episodes when i am
--Get along with parents: most of the time
--Like Thunderstorms: sometimes

// Ver.6 - in the past month, did/have you:

--Consumed Alchohol: no
--Have Sex: no
--Made Out: no
--Gone On Date: um...?
--Go To the Mall: yeah
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not an entire box
--Eaten Sushi: no
--Gone Skating: no
--Made Homemade cookies: no
--Been in Love: maybe
--Gone Skinny Dipping: no
--Dyed your hair: no
--Stolen Anything: no

// Ver.7

--Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: not really
--Been trashed or completely intoxicated: yeah
--Been caught "doing something"?: I don't "do" anything
--Been Called a "Tease": not directly to me
--Shoplifted?: never

// Ver.8

 --Age you hope to be married?: young like 20,21,22
--Numbers and Names of Children?: 4...Landan,Cody,Kameran,Paris
--How do you want to die? in love
--Where do you want to go to college: TEXAS
--What do you want to be when you grow up?: um...either a journalist,photographer,or teacher

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!!!!

So I'm sitting.Talking on the phone.And I just burped.In her face.Or ear.Whatever.

I'm sick of everything.And I'm stressed out.GOSH....

3...2...3... what the hell.I don't even know.

Kiss me...beneath the milky twilight.

Ashlee Simpson pretty much is making my mood better.I love this song now.

 

"Autobiography"

You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find out what this shit means

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

1) First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Boyer ohh how I miss her
2) Last words you said: "damn Im good".hahah I memorized all of my spanish stuff.which is a first.
3) Last song you sang: all i want for chirstmas
4) Last person you hugged: my mom
5) Last thing you laughed at: my puppy
6) Last time you said 'I love you': um lastnight to my mom
7) Last time you cried: lastnight
What's in your CD player: gavin degraw and ryan cabrera
9) What color socks are you wearing: tan
10) What's under your bed: boxes and stuffed animals
11) What time did you wake up today: 6:15

12) Current taste: breath
13) Current hair: half pony tail
14) Current clothes: jeans.white tank top,white jacket.socks.
15) Current annoyance: my hands are flipping cold
16) Current longing: orange juice and to get my belly pierced
17) Current desktop picture: me and twin
1 Current worry: if im going to fail my tests tomorrow
19) Current hate: winter
20) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes,hair,smile
21) Last CD that you bought: gavin degraw
22) Favorite place to be: if im in a fun mood: with my friends anywhere if im in a nonfun mood:alone in my room
23) Least favorite place: a hospital

24) Time you wake up in the morning: weekdays:6:00 weekends:9.00
25) If you could play an instrument: drums
26) Favorite color(s): orange
27) Do you believe in an afterlife: sort of
2 How tall are you? 5'2"
29) Current favorite word/saying: shank....I say it all the time.Like i just said it 10 minutes ago to my sister."Damnit Taylor if you dont shut the hell up Im going to shank you." well thats what I was thinking I took out damnit and the hell out when I told her
30) Favorite book: The Notebook
31) Favorite season: springish early fall and mid summer
32) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to? my great grandma....
33) Favorite day: ummm days we dont have school
34) Where would you like to go: Canada (cant wait until summer),Ireland,Hawaii,Florida,New York,BRAZIL,Chicago,Cancun,Austrailia,Paris,London...oh so many
35) What is your career going to be like: umm probably slow at first,but i hope i will be successful and be recgonized
36) How many kids do you want: 3 or 4
37) What kind of car will you have: um we're thinking about a Neon or a Corolla
3 Random line you remember from any book: "I would tell you that Linus is our out"
39) A random lyric: "why do you build me up,buttercup baby just to let me down and mess me around"
40) Identify some things surrounding your computer: cds,remote,paper,finger nail polish,chapstick,pens,pencils,medicine,clippers,candles 

*Relationships*
1) Do you have a boyfriend?: negative
2) Did you send this to your crush? um no
3) Do you prefer friends of the same or opposite sex?: both are good

*The*extra*stuff*
1) Do you do drugs?: nope
2) What kind of shampoo do you use?: VIBE
3) What are you most scared of?: clowns haha Im such a 9 year old.losing people i love.not being loved.not being cared for.dying alone.
4) What are you listening to right now?: silence
5) Who was the last person that called you?: my bubba
6) Where do you want to get married? in a church probably here in norman
7)How Many Messenger buddies do u have?  a few
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? i would find a better way to keep up with school,but other than that im pretty pleased i guess
9) Any tattoos or piercing? ears


*Favorites*
1) Color: orange
2) Favorite number: 3
3) Food: chicken
4) Boy's name: Cody
5) Girls Name: Paris and Kameran
6) Subject in school: english with knehans but not with kramer
7) Animals: dogs
Sports: soccer to play baseball to watch
9) Place to shop: it changes often
10) Movie: steal magnolias the notebook napolean dynamite many more
*Have you ever?
1) Given anyone a bath? yep
2) Smoked?: hmmm....
3) Bungee jumped?: i want to
4) broken the law?: um probably
5) Made yourself throw-up?: no i detest throwing up its gross
6) Gone skinny dipping?: i wish
7) Been in love?: yeah
Has it lasted?: nope
9) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yep


*First*thing*that*comes*to*mind*
1) Red: lesbians...? i have no idea why...i just got done reading a poem about lesbians maybe thats why
2) Cow: gaurav becasue hes hindu
3) Socks: love them clean hate them dirty
4) Greenland: skiing haha im a loser
5) Beer: my dads dad and his stepdad....damn alcoholics

[Name] Heather
[Nicknames] Hay Jay

[Screen name] nvrendingstory08
[Birth day] september 21
[Age] not old enough
[Astrological sign?] virgo

[Chinese zodiac sign?] snake
[Location] uhh...my bedroom!
[Sexual Preference] boys boys boys!
[Marital Status] single
[Religion] baptist 
[Eye color] green
[Height] too short
[Shoe size] 8
[Parents still together?] nope
Siblings?] 1 older brother 1 younger sister
[Nieces/Nephews?] nope
[Kids of your own? nope
[Pets?] yep

In school/graduated?] high school
,[[Rent, lease or own your home?] own
[Have any credit cards?] nope
[What do you drive?] my feet

Preferences ?
[Color] orange
[Number] 3
[Animal] puppies!
[Vehicle] truck
[Scent] anything clean

[Drinks] sprite
sprite
The notebook
[Band] dashboard

[Song] true ryan cabrera,hotel california-the eagles

 Do you...
[Color your hair?] nope
[Twirl your hair?] sometimes 
[Have tattoos?]nope
[Piercings?] ears
[Cheat on tests/homework?] not really
[Drink/Smoke?] nope
[Like roller coasters?] hell yeah
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] only when im depressed/pissed off
[Want more piercings?] um idk it depends
[Like cleaning?] for the most part i do 

[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Carry a donor card?] nope...but maybe i should
[Swear a lot?] yeah

[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] i know how i just cant
[Diet?] hahah nope
[Own a cell phone?] yep
[Ever get off the damn computer?] to sleep and go to school and eat but sometimes i eat at my computer
[Habla Espanol?] si, un poquito

Have you ever...?
?Gotten a speeding ticket?] nope
[[DUI?] no
[Been in a wreck?] yep
[Been arrested?] nope
[Been in a fist fight?] nope
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] hahaha YEP
[Stolen anything?] no
[Held a gun?] yep i shot it too
[Drank?] yep worst descision i ever made
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] i dont remember
[Considered a life of crime?] no
[Considered being a hooker?] i already am a hooker
[Been married?] many of times
[Cried over a girl?] ummm nope
[Cried over a boy?] yeah and unfortunately i do it all the time
[Lied to someone?] yes..
[Been in love?] yep....
[Fallen for your best friend?] yeah but not my best girl friend...
[Made out with JUST a friend?] um yeah
[Been rejected?] oh yes
[Been in lust?] i always am
[Used someone?] no
[Been used?] yep
[Been cheated on?] umm
[Been kissed?] yes
[Experimented with homosexuality?] no

The last time?
[Last book you read] Night Sins

[Last movie you saw in theaters] Napolean Dynamite 
[Last thing you had to drink] orange juice
[Last thing you ate] celery
[Last person you talked to on the phone] kenzie
[Do drugs?] never
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yeah
[Play an instrument?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] sure
[Remember your first love? yes
[Still love him/her?] nope we're not een friends anymore
[Read the newspaper?] only when i feel the need
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yep
[Believe in miracles?] definitely
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yes

[Consider love a mistake? it can be
[Have a favorite candy?] skittles
[Believe in astrology?] sometimes
[Believe in magic?] no
[Believe in God?] definitely
[Do well in school?] um yeah
[Go to or plan to go to college] yes
[Wear hats? nope
[Hate yourself?] no

[Have an obsession?] BOYS!!
[Have a secret crush?] probably
[Do they know yet?] nope it wouldnt be secret then
[Collect anything?] movie stubs and fortunes
 [Like your handwriting?] no!
[Have sa best friend?] 3 of them
[Close friends?] yep
Care about looks  sometimes

? Love life
[First crush] um this kid named will in kindergarten.
[First kiss] i dont kiss and tell
[Single or attached?] single....
[Ever been in love?] yes i have...
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no...lust maybe but not love

[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes it may take a few marriages or failed relationships but he/she is out there for everyone
[Describe your ideal significant other] smart, awesome hair, gorgeous smile, nice, funny, has a sense of humor, and can deal with me and my strict folks K, can somewhat dance, and takes care of himself, physically J

[Do you have a best friend?] certainly
[Who knows the most about you?] lindsey
[Favorite inside joke?] the hostess one...gah im so dumb
[Thing your picked on most about?] I dont know

[Whos the person youve known th longest?] Tommy
[Do you trust others easily?] nope

[Who's house were you last at?] Kenzie's and before that Lindsey's
[Name one person who's arms you feel safe in] linny
[Friend that lives farthest away] Steph....
[Do you consider love a mistake?] have we not answered this before?
[What do you find romantic?] hashaha um idk
[What is best about the opposite sex?] their hugs and like them holding you and stuff
[What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?] cockiness,they pee on the tiolet seat,sometimes they are senstive when needed
[What's the last present someone gave you?] food...i was more than overjoyed
[Are you in love?] not at all

[You wanted to kill?] no im not wanted

getting to know you.
whats your middle name?:  Jordan
where do you live?:  Norman Oklahoma!!
do you like it there?: umm for the most part its okay i suppose.my friends are here so thats good.
what grade are you in?: 9th...freshman no one likes us
do you have a job?: i want one
do you have a lot of friends?: um i dont count them on a regular basis
how many siblings?:  two
who do you live with?: my sister,my mummy,and my step father

.randomousity.
whats your favorite era (60s, 70s, 80s)?:  50s and 80s.
who is your favorite 90s band?: N*sync OMG I was obsessed
whos your favorite band/singer in general?:  Dashboard Confessional
name some of your favorite songs: Hotel California-Eagles,Screaming Infidelities theres alot
do you get sick a lot?: yep
whats your favorite type of candy?: skittles
how many cavities do you have?:  none
have you ever cursed out your mom/dad? um i've some of those words but I havn't ever called my mom a bitch to her face or anything but i've said like damn around them.they dont mind.
have you ever cried in public?: um yeah...i'm quite a terrible drama queen
have you ever pissed your pants in public?: not that i can recall
whens the last time you pissed your pants at all?: i dont know
what do you think of adult diapers?: hmm haha hahah hahah
do you cry a lot?: OH YES
have you had the chickenpox?:  In first grade.
have you had pneumonia?: um yeah
have you ever been to a wedding?: um yeah they are weird
if yes were you a flowergirl/ringbearer/bridesmaid etc.?: yes
have you ever been to a funeral?: yes
if yes did you really know the person that died?: yep at all of the funerals
do you like parades?: yeah
have you ever known somebody that died & not cared?: um no?
about how many hours a day do you spend online?:  alot probably too many
do you have a social life?: sometimes
rate school on a scale of 1-10.: 4 only because of lunch
do you like ringpops? pushpops?  YES!
what do you think about people like good charlotte and avril lavigne?: gay
do you think punkrock is dying/dead?: ?
if yes, did it die about twenty years ago?: sure
do you like nuts? (that's peanuts, sick kids):  I like every kind of nuts except walnuts,pecans,acorns, and all the gross kinds
do you change your profile on AIM at least once a day?: nope
how many buddies are on your buddylist?: 40
do you have a diary?: yep

if yes, is it a corny typical 14-year-old diary like on sitcoms?:  well considering alot of it was written when I was 14.probably
do you like writing or dread it?: i like writing.
what do you think about kurt cobain?:  he was amazing at what he did
what about aaliyah?:  she was gorgeous
what's your dream car?:  something that runs
whats your expertise/obsession?: asains especailly ones that play and insturment
do you think brad pitt is THAT hot?:  yes i really do
is urban outfitters a sellout?: nope they have cute stuff
coke, pepsi, or neither?: Coke.
do you like mountain dew?: eww
what are your thoughts on gay marriage?: i don't think the government should limit who gets married.after all isn't this a free country?
what are your thoughts on abortion?: i think a women should get to choose whether or not she wants an abortion.its a right.that shouldn't be changed.
what are your thoughts on masturbation?: you can do it if you want.just not infront of me.
have you ever been stalked?:  i seriously doubt someone would waste their time on me
have you ever seduced somebody?: haha many of times
if at first you dont succeed, do you brush yourself off and try again?: Are you obsessed with Alliyah?? hahahahha
do you like peanut m&ms or regular m&ms better?: peanuts
do you know why the hell eminem named himself after a candy?: yes because his first initial and last initial are M&M haha got it?
have you ever kissed someone under mistletoe?: no i wish.but someone tried to kiss me.i think he has herpes.
if yes, was it because you really liked them or because there was mistletoe?:...
are you superstitious?: alittle
do you pick up pennies if theyre heads up?:if i think about it
do you write people handwritten letters or emails?:  Handwritten...because it's sweeter.
do you prefer to recieve handwritten letters or emails?:  yep
are you a fan of modern art?: yep
are you a fan of art at all?: yep
what do you think about andy warhol or pop art in general?:  umm...
do you actually do your homework?:  sometimes if i feel the need to do it
do you copy homework off of other people when you dont do it?: hmm yeah if they let me
do you like answering long surveys such as this?: when i'm waiting for it to be 9:30 i do.it's barely even 8.gosh.
do u use prepositions at the ends of sentences even tho ur not suposed to?:  if i knew what a preposition was.i could answer this
 do you like country music?:  i do.
what about classical?: classic rock....
opera?: no
do you love or despise oprah?: LOVE
do you laugh at martha stewart?: um no.i think shes pretty cool
do you think TV is a drug?:  yes very
the pen sharper than the knife?: WHAT?
do you eat the crust of pizza?:  no i despise crust
are you a vegitarian/vegan? why/why not?: nope becasue i would die of starvation
do you believe in God?: yep
what do you think about osama bin laden?:  bad
what do you think about the FBI and the CIA?: good?
are you lefthanded, righthanded or ambidextrous?:  righty...but a little of both at times
do you secretly want to be the opposite sex?:  when i think about having kids or i'm on my period or my boobs are hurting
do you think girls or boys have it easier?: Yeah, boys have it alot easier, i think.
do you think girls or boys work harder?: umm it depends in what way youre talking about. 
are you a worrywart?: yeah
do you scare easily?: hah yes.
whats your favorite movie, and why?:  Steel Magnolias=awesome The Notebook=sweet.
whats your LEAST favorite old saying that you hate?: everything my step dad says trying to give me good advice
do you have a lot of posters or photos on your bedroom walls?:  um yeah
what color are your walls?: white and like brown swirls
do you have a rug? if yes what color is it?:  nope
do you think there is really such things as white lies?: No... a lie is a lie
if yes, do you tell them a lot?:  i dont think so?
do you think honesty is important even when the truth hurts?: um yeah
are you a dork?:  no
do you think being a dork is really a bad thing?:  no
do you have a lucky number and if so what is it?:  3
do you think you will end up in a nursing home when you are older?:  nope
if no is it because you'll be in a mental institution instead?: Most likely
do you like rap?: old school

is old school rap better than new school rap?:  OH YES
is old school punk better than new school punk?: um?
do you like garage rock?:  sometimes
do you like rock at all? and if so whats your favorite genre?: yeah...
whats your favorite thing to do on weekends?: slumber parties and talking to boys
do you have (a) best friend(s)?: hilary,twin,and linny
why are they your best friend(s)?: they are awesome
have you ever been on a roadtrip? if no, would you like to?: yep but not with them
how early do you wake up on school days/weekends?:  school: 6 weekends: around 10.
do you think all boys are pervs?:  no.but the majority are
do you think it's okay to use gay as an insult?: no but i do it.
how about 'faggot'?:  I say it alot but i just dont think about it.i know i shouldt though
do you think 'nigger' is ok to use for black people?: nope
what do you think about plastic surgery?:i wouldn't do it 

do you think therapists actually help ppl or are just in it for the money?: um some can help if they really want to.
do you think vandalism is fun?:  No.
should weed be legal?: No.
would you move to holland just because of the change in laws?: No.
is the government controlling our minds through tv and advertising?: No.
are you patriotic?: um not really
is george bush a good president?: nope not at all

why is america so much more violent than canada?: because we could give a shit less what anyone else thinks.we're pretty selfish
why is america so damn fat?:  I think because of Bush.The economy shot down so everyone ate.Um actually I have no idea.I just think we love food.

do you like the tv show 'friends'?:  In love
what about 'will and grace'?: yes
do you like any tv at all? if yes whats your favorite show?: yes
are you lonely?: if i didn't have gaurav in my life i would be at this very moment
if yes, do you beat your dick like it owes you money? What the hell.....
remember that song 'peaches and cream' MG YES...!
do you like N.E.R.D?: yep
speaking of nerd, are you one?: no but i think you are
do you like slick rick?: ive never heard of him?
speaking of slick, are you?: um yeah i'm pretty slick with the gentlemen
do you eat cough drops just because they taste good?: nope.bc they dont
have you ever done any narcotics?:  nope
if yes, was it fun?: i wouldnt know.
are you a heroine?:  what?
have you ever done coke or crack?: nope
weed? speed? n2o? anything?:  no,no, no
do you drink?: nope.... im a good girl
if yes have you ever been so drunk you threw up everywhere?: 
.do you like the following songs.
dream a little dream?: no
come clean?: no
room on fire?: no
californacation?: yes
under the bridge?: no
yankee doodle?: YES

.more random.
have you ever secretly wanted a pet elephant?: Maybe at some point.
do you have a crush? um yes
who?  oh please if you knew me.i'm pretty sure you would know.i'm not THAT secretive with my own feelings
if you could make your room any theme at all, what would it be?: hott boys everywhere
is graffiti art or vandalism?: ....vandalism unless you did it like in your room like as your paint or something ya know
do you prefer to be alone or surrounded by people?: depends on my mood.
are you shy?: for the most part not at all
do you get paranoid a lot?:  yeah.
whats your favorite scent in the world?: anything that smells clean
what do you think of marilyn manson?: i think hed be cool to just talk with
does kelly osbourne have talent?: shes an okay actress
what about ozzy?: yeah
would you/have you ever gone to ozzfest?: nope
would you/have you ever gone to warped tour?: i wish
have you ever eaten a hotdog with chocolate syrup instead of ketchup?: um no.i dont eat ketchup anyways
have you ever dressed up as the opposite sex for a day?:  yeah.but i mean its not a big deal
have you ever pet a porcupine?: damn i'm msising out
can you say she sells sea shells by the sea shore 10 times fast?:  no.
do you wear skirts/dresses/high heels?:  not really

do you prefer skirts or pants?:  pants.
how much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?:  until he got sick of it
do you secretly wish you were born in the 70s?:  nope.
do you have a stash of playboy magazines that you hide from your parents?: yeah...they are in my closet...hahah
have you ever dressed up like elvis and sang to yourself in the mirror?:  nope
have you ever put a pillow in your shirt n pretended that u were pregnant?: haha yep is till do that
do you/would you dress up your dog:  my dogs=too big to dress up
are you afraid of clowns?:  hell yes
whens the last time you showered?: i showered 2 times today.one was like an hour ago 2 hours ago
do you shave?: i did tonight
do you have hydrophobia?:  nope
do you like writing about yourself?: yes.
do you talk about yourself a lot?: I try not to.
do you like salads?:  Yes....

Yesterday morning my grandma called at 6:45.My mom answered and had to go talk outside because I couldn't hear what they were talking about I guess.And then I went to school.And when I came home my grandma was over.And then she started crying.It made me sad.So mommy and I went to the mall,and grammy was too sad to go shopping.Which is pretty sad if she doesn't feel like going shopping.And on the way to the mall.Mummy told me she was going to be living with us for a while.So I'm guessing her and my grandpa are getting a divorce.But I'm too chicken to ask.Becasue I feel like it's none of my business.So I have to start sharing my room with my sister again.Which pretty much sucks.But oh well.I guess I'll cope.but if grammy decides to live with us forever then I guess we'll be moving sooner than we would have if she didn't come and stay with us.So that's good.Anyways.Lastnight I went to Linnys.We talked to Joaquin on the phone.And Gaurav too.They're both really cool.My phone keeps beeping.I think it's broken.Damn thing.I'm getting a new one soon.I hope.I'm leaving.Becasue I'm a boring person.I wish I could leave Norman.For awhile.Go somewhere fun.I can't wait until this summer.Gah.Only 26 weeks left of school.later player.